GOD N ME.......................................Our relationship is just like of a key and a lock. He is my friend, I have felt
his love throughout in every pain, in every happiness.

During my childhood he was just an idol whom you pray and all your desires will be fulfilled. I still very vividly remember this life changing incident. Once I was traveling to Haridwar, on the way we met with an accident and our car was crushed very badly. That day it was the occasion of Mahashivarathri and I was fasting. That was the day I firmly believed in Shiva. I was twelve years old at that time. Since then I love Shiva. In that age I did not know anything, I was just another innocent kid who believed that because I fasted for Shiva and we got saved. And that's true also because till date I follow it.

Now since I have come in touch with my Guru I have started meditating and started feeling that Power that touch. In my prayers when I feel that hand on my head it just sparks my entire being I know God is around me.. God and I are just like friends. I don't plead him, give me this, give me that, I just demand as a child would demand his/her parents. Because God says; don't be beggars. Love me and demand from me.

I personally want to say that once you start loving him; don't be surprised by what all he will do for you. You don't event have to say anything. Today I pray and just think about him and he knows it all. He has made us as Prince and Princess of this entire universe so we should live like one. Do you know even he feels bad when he sees us in trouble. Do we feel bad or shed tears for him????. He has made us in his Image. He has given us all the freedom and power to make our lives in whatever way we want . He expects us to love him and leave things on him and that's what I do. . I am He. yeah because we are his part, he made us in his image. But when you say I am God...That's wrong because that is ego, selfish and evil nature. Try saying 'I am he' and how much peace and love you will feel.

Meditation is the only state you can feel him near you. Just close your eyes and concentrate see the entire cosmos is yours. The bliss and that vibrations that inner peace is the only thing that we want.

But we are all so busy in work, in every thing except dedicating our little time to God. Even me at one point I asked myself that is it just my life of being an actress, don't I have any other motive? He has given me all that I wanted and is still giving. When I am wondering what I am doing and there. my guru showed me the path and answered all my queries.

When we go through something bad or we want something we pray, he is still there if we don't pray also just waiting to be loved. Love God because that's the ultimate goal of our lives. He is the only one who will be there for you what ever you may do. Pray and realize your being. See how life will change and how beautiful it will be.....